SEEKH.....

Mujhe laga mai badlo mai chal rha hu uska dil hath mai liye magar wo wehem tha mera
Mai toh tha un kaach k tukdo pe jinhe mai badal samajh baitha tha,
Zindagi ka sabse bada pehlu aj samne aagya hai sheeshe si saaf hai yeh duniya aur uske log jo na hue the kisi k na ho payenge kisi k q k wo na ho sake khud hi ke ,
Dukh ,dard yeh nayi cheez nhi hai iski to aadat hi hai mujhe bachpan se,
Pyaar b tukdo mai mila kisi pal mai cheena kisi pal mai lauta,
Bas samay samay ka khel hai yeh sab jo insan ko hi badal deti hai kya se kya kardeti hai,
Bas yeh duniya ek hi seekh deti hai na kar mujhpe bharosa na kar uspe bharosa kare to kar khud pe bharosa q k tu apne ap ko kabhi nhi de sakta dhoka
Kabhi nhi de sakta dhoka.....

bas kuch pal...........

Aj fir q mujhe teri yaad ayi hai?
Fir q mere ird gird itni tanhayi hai?
Yaha charo aur bas aur bas teri yaade payi hai
Tu hi thi aur abi bhi tu hi meri parchai hai,
Bas meri parchai sath nahi hai mere
Na jane use kya hua shayad wo mujhse ruthi hai,
Magar wo zyada samay tak nahi rahegi mujhse dur,
Kya kare wo bhi toh hai halatho se majboor,
Uske sath bitaya pal pal mujhe yaad hai,
Mujhe jeeno do wapas wo pal bas yahi meri fariyaad hai,
Itna pyaar karne wala kisi ko mushkil se milta hai,
Maine bhi tujhe badi shiddato k baad paya hai,
Meri inti ahmiyad kisi ki zindagi mai shyad hi mere mata pita ke baad
kisi ki zindagi mai hogi,
Aur aj mere samne yeh sawal khada hai kya tum hamesha mere sath rahogi?
Bas us rab ke hawale ab yeh faisla choda hai
Jab tak tu na milegi mujhe tab tak maine rab se nata toda hai,
Bas tu aaja wapas
Mujhe ku h nahi chahiye aur
Meri zindagi mil jaye wapas mujhe kuch nahi chahiye aur
Mujhe kuch nahi chahiye aur......

WHERE ARE YOU?

Nowadays when i comb my hair i can see in the mirror smiling but when
i turn around no one was present there,
In holidays i still go to that bus stop waiting for the bus which will
bring you to me but later i feel am at home,
When i try to eat my food i wish if i can eat the first bite by you
but sadly i have to do it of my own,
When we chat i make  you smile, tease you but at that time i realize i
cant ! Because you are there n i m here ,
When i sit alone in my room and throw the wrappers on the floor at
that time i was just want you to come to me and stop me and scold me
for doing this,
When i tease you i can see a different expression on your face silently
smiling and saying "don't do naa,otherwise i will shout" but now i cant
do it
When i try  to sleep at that time i feel a hand instead of pillow but
when i switch on the lights i can see only a pillow,
I know you are at home but still this heart find you every  where,
" yeh kuch din na jane na kaise beetenge tumhare bina tujhse dur rehna
hai sabse badi saza tu hi h mere jeena ka zariya aur wajah

WHERE ARE YOU?

Nowadays when i comb my hair i can see in the mirror smiling but when
i turn around no one was present there,
In holidays i still go to that bus stop waiting for the bus which will
bring you to me but later i feel am at home,
When i try to eat my food i wish if i can eat the first bite by you
but sadly i have to do it of my own,
When we chat i make  you smile, tease you but at that time i realize i
cant ! Because you are there n i m here ,
When i sit alone in my room and throw the wrappers on the floor at
that time i was just want you to come to me and stop me and scold me
for doing this,
When i tease you i can see a different expression on your face silently
smiling and saying "don't do naa,otherwise i will shout" but now i cant
do it
When i try  to sleep at that time i feel a hand instead of pillow but
when i switch on the lights i can see only a pillow,
I know you are at home but still this heart find you every  where,
" yeh kuch din na jane na kaise beetenge tumhare bina tujhse dur rehna
hai sabse badi saza tu hi h mere jeena ka zariya aur wajah

WHERE ARE YOU?

Nowadays when i comb my hair i can see in the mirror smiling but when
i turn around no one was present there,
In holidays i still go to that bus stop waiting for the bus which will
bring you to me but later i feel am at home,
When i try to eat my food i wish if i can eat the first bite by you
but sadly i have to do it of my own,
When we chat i make  you smile, tease you but at that time i realize i
cant ! Because you are there n i m here ,
When i sit alone in my room and throw the wrappers on the floor at
that time i was just want you to come to me and stop me and scold me
for doing this,
When i tease you i can see a different expression on your face silently
smiling and saying "don't do naa,otherwise i will shout" but now i cant
do it
When i try  to sleep at that time i feel a hand instead of pillow but
when i switch on the lights i can see only a pillow,
I know you are at home but still this heart find you every  where,
" yeh kuch din na jane na kaise beetenge tumhare bina tujhse dur rehna
hai sabse badi saza tu hi h mere jeena ka zariya aur wajah

WHERE ARE YOU?

Nowadays when i comb my hair i can see in the mirror smiling but when
i turn around no one was present there,
In holidays i still go to that bus stop waiting for the bus which will
bring you to me but later i feel am at home,
When i try to eat my food i wish if i can eat the first bite by you
but sadly i have to do it of my own,
When we chat i make  you smile, tease you but at that time i realize i
cant ! Because you are there n i m here ,
When i sit alone in my room and throw the wrappers on the floor at
that time i was just want you to come to me and stop me and scold me
for doing this,
When i tease you i can see a differnt expression on your face silently
smiling and saying "dont do naa,otherwise i will shout" but now i cant
do it
When i try  to sleep at that time i feel a hand instead of pillow but
when i switch on the lights i can see only a pillow,
I know you are at home but still this heart find you every  where,
" yeh kuch din na jane na kaise beetenge tumhare bina tujhse dur rehna
hai sabse badi saza tu hi h mere jeena ka zariya aur wajah

WHERE ARE YOU?

Nowadays when i comb my hair i can see in the mirror smiling but when
i turn around no one was present there,
In holidays i still go to that bus stop waiting for the bus which will
bring you to me but later i feel am at home,
When i try to eat my food i wish if i can eat the first bite by you
but sadly i have to do it of my own,
When we chat i make  you smile, tease you but at that time i realize i
cant ! Because you are there n i m here ,
When i sit alone in my room and throw the wrappers on the floor at
that time i was just want you to come to me and stop me and scold me
for doing this,
When i tease you i can see a differnt expression on your face silently
smiling and saying "dont do naa,otherwise i will shout" but now i cant
do it
When i try  to sleep at that time i feel a hand instead of pillow but
when i switch on the lights i can see only a pillow,
I know you are at home but still this heart find you every  where,
" yeh kuch din na jane na kaise beetenge tumhare bina tujhse dur rehna
hai sabse badi saza tu hi h mere jeena ka zariya aur wajah

★★TUJH BIN....★★

★★TUJH BIN....★★

Tera hi hai wo sparsh jise mai mehsus karna chahu,
Mera tujhme h ansh jise chah kar bhi alag na kar pau,
Sunte hue apne dil ki tere pyaar mai khoo gya,
Na jane kb mai deewana tera ho gaya,
Har pal tu mere sath chal, bin tere har manzil meri ojhal,
Awaz de tu mujh ko,
Mujhe wo sukoon haasil ho,
Tere daaman mai rehna aur teri god mai sona,
Bas itna hi jeene ko milta
Ise na chahu mai khona,
Jis haq se tujhe h maine apnaya
Kasam deta hu na chodega tujhe kabhi mera saaya,
Aa ab laut chale un kahaniyo mai
Jaha hote h hum khoye ek dusre mai,
Bas darr h itna
Tute na ye khwab na janu fir yeh kambhakkth dil royega kitna,
Ehsaan kar na mujhe kabhi khudse juda kar
Haq h tujhpe toh mai haq nibhar kar
Chala jaunga fir muh chupa kar
Na aaunga laut kar
Tujh bin marna b adhoora
Ek pal b tujhe dekhe bina na reh paye mere naina,
Dhoonde tujhe charo aur baichan pareshan
Na dekho tujhe to kya pata kaha bhatak jata h mera dhyan,
Ruthna mat
Bas pyaar tu kar
Tere hasi hotho se bs meri zindagi mai has tu khushi bhar,
Itna hi chahta hu tujhse aur yahi mangunga har bhagwan k dar,
Tujh bin nahi h mera agla din........

THE IMPERFECTNESS

I am lying on the floor
Feeling that i am no more,
These eyes are now tired but not getting close
I wish if sleeping was hired,
Feeling a pain all around but cant walk out of it,
I think i am use to,
Every thing going wrong just want a second chnce to start all new but i cant! ,
What the hell is happening my brain had stopped working,
My brain is not responding and the heart is not responsing just have a body with some parts working,
No one beside me to follow except my shadow sometimes it also irritates me by not leaving me alone,
Wher'z my perfect life ? missing it a lot,
A negitivity walks with me to make me feel loser,
My luck is totally stucked to it and is of no use,
Damn this imperfectness what do you think of your self?
Soon I will be awesome again....

You or You?

YOU OR YOU

I am responsible for her every tears,

Kill me everything will be alright then,

Some day only they’ll feel sad,

Then all will get busy in their life,

This world will not stop if one mad lover will die,

My life’s end will be the only solution for their happiness,

But I still can’t understand why do they blame me for this?

I feel like something is going away from me,

Trying to stop it but I can’t,

Screaming in this room loudly so she can hear my voice but she cant hear it,

Just walking away leaving me behind,

Am standing on a road having two paths in front of me,

You or you?

What to do?

Cant choose a single path,

Tell me the solution,

Oh my god!

Time is running away

Het please wait for me,

Let me think what to do,

My mind has stop working now,

Looking down to my heart, where is it?

It is broken down and mixed in my blood,

Now I don’t have right to live

Cause I don’t have heart to love…..

Heavy Nights

HEAVY NIGHT

This is the heaviest night of my life,

Suddenly my happiness is changed into tears,

What the hell is happened to our relation in just seconds?

Who had done black magic on us?

Whole night these eyelids are not able to touch each other,

Only thinking what to do?

What is happened to you?

But still in any corner of my heart,

The candle of hope is burning,

Still I am waiting,

When you will change your mind?

You are cry there but your voice is audible till here,

Your tears are falling down and it is wet here all around,

Why are you doing this to yourself?

Please at least think for me without you what will am gonna do?

This world calls me loyal over,

You are my life’s treasure,

Today whatever I deserve is just because of you,

This name and fame all belongs to you,

You have saved my life,

From that time this life does not belong to me,

It is owned by you and I don’t have any right lose it,

So how can you leave me alone in that street?

Are you able to love someone else?

I know it’s impossible,

So why sit single?

I am 27 X 7 ready to mingle,

Come let’s become one,

Live our future,

Just you, me aur hum……

sitting alone on my anniversary - 2

Sitting alone on my anniversary - 2

Again I was left alone,

Again a red rose is shrinking down losing it beautiful color,

Many unsaid feeling are getting crushed inside my heart,

I don’t know what happened to my life?

Am speechless,

Only and only facing problems and problems,

If I die

Would she gonna be my widow?

No I can’t leave her alone

If I left her then how will I get informed that she is well or not?

But am living alone,

Crying in the dark corner

It can’t be a solution,

Am scared will am gonna sit alone on my anniversary again?

Should I give up?

Or should I not?

I’ve understand her all problems

But why can’t she understand mine?

Why she always tell me to go and love someone else?

In last 1 year can’t she feel my love?

Am I that bad lover?

I am damn loyal to you,

So I can’t leave you,

I know nothing is in my hand,

I can’t do anything,

Only one thing I can do

I will wait for you

I will wait for you…….

Heavy Nights by TanmayKanungo

HEAVY NIGHT

This is the heaviest night of my life,

Suddenly my happiness is changed into tears,

What the hell is happened to our relation in just seconds?

Who had done black magic on us?

Whole night these eyelids are not able to touch each other,

Only thinking what to do?

What is happened to you?

But still in any corner of my heart,

The candle of hope is burning,

Still I am waiting,

When you will change your mind?

You are cry there but your voice is audible till here,

Your tears are falling down and it is wet here all around,

Why are you doing this to yourself?

Please at least think for me without you what will am gonna do?

This world calls me loyal over,

You are my life’s treasure,

Today whatever I deserve is just because of you,

This name and fame all belongs to you,

You have saved my life,

From that time this life does not belong to me,

It is owned by you and I don’t have any right lose it,

So how can you leave me alone in that street?

Are you able to love someone else?

I know it’s impossible,

So why sit single?

I am 27 X 7 ready to mingle,

Come let’s become one,

Live our future,

Just you, me aur hum……